Follow Your Heart.


That's what many many told me. Including Chefs, teachers, friends, obasans and etc.


and I did.

i don't know if it's me or what but it seems that everyone's calling me by my chinese name. tajadon, junhong, jannie, brennon, pseng, weechew, weihung, sherman and many more. it feels weird since it's been quite sometime since i heard people calling me that. afterall, chinese lessons were many many months ago. hurhur.


many people around me are changing. or maybe, it's me again. (argh) they're no longer the ones i met first time. or whatever. really. i dont know if they're 'evoluting' into someone better or worst cos i forsee hell in some of them. but nonetheless, i doubt i'll change my attitude towards them. they're still my best friends.


awkward feelings.

those are the feelings i dont want to experience in the near future or whatsoever. the kind when you feel like talking to the person, hugging the person and telling him/her how much you missed her. BUT there's something stopping you. distance i suppose, distance.


i don't want to experience that. i still want to slap your back and shout your name out loud which inturn will have you running after me shouting "stupid girl!" and than we'll stop running and you'll come and tickle me. that's a routine for me everytime i meet you. i don't want that to end, moreover we are gonna lead different lives, soon. i still want to stand up with you against the saying, "there can be no plain friendship between a boy and a girl."


bahh, like now, i have so many to say, but i dont know how to say. i love my clique of friends. camp pinn gang. fruits. 25-11ners.


you know, if one day i have to leave, i'll take a pic of every of them,post it on blogger and talk about them.


i hope that day never comes.

Oh, Happy Valentine's to everyone out there. (= <3